Nooooooooo! 😭

What just happened?..
Injured si Arabebe Galang. :'(
Di ko napanuod ng live ang game
Tas di ko rin napanuod sa tv dahil sa work.. pero from to time nanghihingi ako update sa twitter. Bilang suporta, nakasuot ako ng Ara Galang Shirt ko. Di ko alam mararamdaman ko.. Masaya dahil eto yun ee. Yun pinagdasal ko at ng lahat na naniniwala sa Lady Spikers.. panalo. Ang makapasok sa Finals. Malungkot dahil walang may gusto na may mainjured at lalo pa yung supercrush mo yun. Haiizztt.. Fast recovery please. #PrayForAraGalang.

*Support na pinaramdam ng boyfriend ko.. ni miokun.. wow! We both cheered for her during the game.. at sya yung unang taong nagsabi sakin kung anu nangyari kay Ara Galang. At xa rin yung dumamay sa lungkot na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Di man kami personal na magkakilala ee alam nya kung gaano ko kamahal si Ara Galang. Thankyou tho. Ily. 😍

GREEN vs BLUE once again..
#Animo #ReclaimTheCrown
#RoadToRedemption #KapitanAra
#GetWellSoonVSG

(o'.'o)

Arabebe is Love

Crush ko na xa 2nd yr college pa lang sya. at patindi lang ng patindi ang paghanga ko sa kanya.. Lagi ko hinihintay na uaap women's vball na.. Di rin ata buo araw ko ng di nakikita pics niya araw araw.. Lakas ng tama ko sa taong to.. Gusto ko lahat sa kanga mula ulo hanggang paa.. Sayang nga.. Huli na ng mapansin ko xa nung rookie nya dahil tutok ako kay cha cruz nung mga panahon na yun..  Wala pa tuloy ako pic kasama xa.. :( Ganun pa man,, masaya ako para sa kanya kasi nakita ko improvement nya mula nung una.. idol~! Naniniwala ako sa Lady Spikers at sobrang umaasa ako na makuha muli nila ang championship this season.. Go kapitanara!!! Animo La Salle! Ang purpose ng post na ito ay para lang sabihin ko na i love you Ara Galang! Hahaha :) Aja!

(o'.'o)

Malungkot ako.. ikaw ba?

Malungkot ako.. 

.. kasi nagkasakit ka.
.. di mo sinasagot msgs ko.
.. di tayo nakapagusap muli.
.. di pa din tayo okay.
.. at hindi ko alam kailan magiging okay.

At malungkot ako dahil inisip mo wala ako sa panahon na kailangan mo pero dba nalate lang naman ako.. Cnxa na late huh.. pero.. Eto ako oh! Araw araw na nagpaparamdam sa'yo.

Imissyou. ThankYouThoCozI'mLovinYouMore.

(oT.To)

What I feel doesn't matter.. What you feel does. Fair?

Naiintindihan ko yung hugot mo ngaun.. Masakit. Malungkot. Nakakapunit ng puso. Nakakairita. At.. Nakakaiyak..

Gets ko yun.. ngunit..

Nahuli na naman ako.. Nakapagsalita ka naman sakin.. Di ko na siguro para isipin ang sarili ko. May point ka cguro sa ganung attitude ko pero cguro minsan kailangan muna natin makinig at isantabi ang ganung bagay. Pero naisip ko aanhin ang paliwanag..? Di yan kailangan ng taong ayaw makinig.. at di yan kailangan ng taong iintindihin ka. Kaya't wag nalang o wala ng explain explain pa..

Ako? Ok lang ako. Kinamusta mo man lang ba muna ako?.. o tinanong bakit ako natagalan? pero wag na ako .. ikaw nalang ee.. ikaw ang importante dito. Sana wala ng karugtong ang tampuhang ito.. kasi sabi ko nga dba pag ikaw kaaway ko para ko nading kaaway bf ko. Ang sakit sakit sa pakiramdam. Anu't anu pa man kahit di man ako yung isa mga taong anjan agad sa'yo pag tinawagan o tnxt mo,, di man agad ako makasulpot at makapayag sa mga plano mo o kahit hindi tayo mkapagusap  sa magdamag eh pinagdarasal naman kita sa araw araw ng buhay ko.. kung saan walang demands.. walang expectations.. Walang hinihinging kapalit.. Walang panghuhusga at walang mali..

Mapaguusapan natin yan.. #IceCream

Love kita alam mo yan..
Dito na ko. Usap na tau.. :)

(o'.'o)

Miss Universe Hangover pa po ba?

Haircut done. 150 php. Reyes Haircutters, Crossing. Mga dahilan bakit di na ko muli magpapagupit sa kanya/salon na ito:
1. Hindi nakikinig sa customer. (Bawal magsabi ng gusto kong gupit?)
2.. Masungit sya. (Bawal ako magtanong?)
3. Hindi man lang nashampoo buhok ko at pulbuhan man lang leeg ko o pagpagin ang ginupit na buhok. (pero nagawa nung lalaking haircutter kay mio)
4. Hindi ngumingiti. (May pinaglalaban teh?)
5. Super nice na ko pero consistent ka padin.
6. Masyado mahal 150 para sa serbisyo na to.

Mga natutunan: 1. Wag gaya gaya. Hindi porke't nagpagupit yung mahal mo ay magpapagupit ka nadin. 2. Magstick sa suking salon (Korean Salon, Olivarez) 3. Takte! May hangover pa ang mga bakla sa parlor dahil padin ba sa di natin pagpasok sa Top 5 ng Miss Universe?! kaya't WAG MUNA PAPAGUPIT! KLK! #MoveOnNaTeh #BabawiNamanTayoSaMissU #MissUniverseHangover #OhEhDiWow! #KungMabasaMoToSaBarangayKaMagpaliwanag o kaya #KwentoMoSaPagong.
*Di ko mapost pic low memory daw fon ko. Yun lamang. Oh well..

(o'.'o)

Roll with the punches dude!

This was my yesterday's xp tho.
Two-faced type people that made me wanna vomit. Hahaha.. ROFL!
Plus... there was a person who kept on complaining about things.. about her new added task. I was trying make it easy for the said person but ugh.. so consistent on being nega.. so many commercials.. How can we easily get it done then?! But still I have to be patient.. Giving chances again? Oh well.. So what can I say?... Weeeewww! HARD! Nothing personal tho.. but remember nobody wants to be with negative people.

Soundtrip:
Roll with the punches -- Lenka.

(o'.'o)

Ang lamig mo po.. nasa Tagaytay po kasi ikaw eh!

COLD TREATMENT: Yan ang mga nararanasan ko mula po sa'yo ilang linggo ng nakakaraan o Ano po ba nagawa ko? o Ayaw mo lang po ba talaga sakin o ano. Ako pa po ba? Na kung alam nyo lang eh walang ginawa kundi respetuhin kayo, mahalin kayo at sumunod sa inyo.. Dahil sa may nagsabi sakin ng rason at pinaniwalaan ko at ngayon napagtanto ko na kaya pala ganoon.. Kaya pala kahit ang lapit mo parang ang layo mo. Kaya pala kahit anong ngiti ko walang epektko. Kaya pala kahit gusto ko po makipagusap, kamustahin kayo, waley padin. Emosyonal. Yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Ang hirap madamay sa isang bagay na halos lahat may alam ultimo malalapit sa'yo. At baka ako pa nga ang huling nakaalam. At baka ako pa ang kakaunti ang alam. Sa totoo lang, masakit din pala. Ang magkaroon ng di ka magustuhan ng isang tao sa di mo gustong paraan pero di ko para patulan. At walang kamalay malay yung taong may dahilan bakit mo nararanasan to. Ang hirap mapagbintangan. Naranasan ko na nung una at naranasan ko muli dahil ulet sayo. Sakripisyo yan lang maitutulong ko. Walang salisalita. Puro sa gawa. Kaya walang karapatan magsabi sakin ang sinuman na wala akong kwentang kaibigan, insensitibo, sarili lang iniisip at walang pakielam na tao dahil araw araw ko pinagdadaanan magisa ang isang bagay na wala naman ako ng ginawa. Araw araw ko pinagdadaanan ang sakit ng pakikitungo na hindi nararapat mula sa iba. Araw araw ako nangangamba dahil baka maapektuhan trabaho ko kung saan pinipilit kong umayos mula umpisa kaya wag naman sana. Ngunit.. Walang magbabago. Parehong respeto, pagmamahal at pagsunod padin ang papakita ko. Kung sasabihin mong madali tong dinaranas ko pwes patry natin sa'yo. Jk! Malalampasan ko din to. Aja!

monster kilay no more!

Dahil tamad ako magtype ulit.. copy paste nalang huh! :D Di na manipis o oneline kyeme kundi pak! Lakas makaartista sa kapal ng kilay.. Hahaha.

(o'.'o)

Anyare dun?!

Alam mo yung feeling na okay
naman lahat tas bigla nalang mawawala sa mood yung isa sa kasama mo? Nauna umalis at biglang di na nagsalita. What the eff?! O_O at ikaw praning kung baka sa'yo galit at nagtataka ka baka may ginawa ka o kayo ng isa mo pang kasamang di maganda. Unang reaksyon.. *Halala xa!* Pangalawang reaksyon.. *Bahala xa! (galit din ang peg mo)* Pangatlong reaksyon.. *wag patulan baka may pinagdaraanan*.. kaya I better shut up nalang. Narealized ko last night na magkakaiba kaming tropa kahit pa magkakaibigan kami.. meron talaga minsan na may hindi ka magustuhan sa galawan ng isa at sila naman sa galawan ko. Mas naappreciate ko sya kagabi. Pagkauwi ko nakatanggap ako ng text and he was saying sorry at pagod lang xa. Yun naman pala ee! :) Gora lang. Ailabyuhorse! *ssshh quiet baka masyadong keso* Bwahahaha.. Dito lang kami  ng tropa for you. :)

Ang mahirap na parte sa pagiging kaibigan ay yung intindihin sila kung kelan di mo sila maintindihan..

Btw, Thanks for the KK treat BuddyG!

Apir!

(o'.'o)

Maling mali

Saturday midnight na and still can't sleep.. cguro dahil kakaisip ko nung duty ko kanina. May inquiry thru phone tas ewan ba natakot ako ata ako sa boses nya o sabaw lang talaga ko kanina. Urgh. First name lang binigay nya and super general na location. At eto pa ndi ako naginsist magtanong ng iba pang details.. like his last name at name ng patient at contact # dahil nga nagrefused xa ibigay the first time I asked. Tsk. Pagkababa ko ng fon naisip ko bigla .. damn! Wrong kuda. maling mali talaga. I gave info pa naman. Kaya nga may logbook ee.. shunga ko naman oh! Ang deep talaga nung boses nya.. lakas maka*imbestigador*.. Waaaa! So.. Panu ne?! SORRY na! Huhubells!!! Di na mauulit plith. Sana wala lang yun. irerecord ko na po next time lahat at mas tataasan ang awareness ko. Uhm need ko na magmove on at baka mas sabaw pa ko kung d pa ko matutulog.. anung petsa na! Oh well.. another lesson learned.

*Don't be afraid to make mistakes.. Be afraid if you don't learn from them. ;)

GV na plith. Nunyt! :)

(o'.'o)

My faith and My God.

I love this bible verse. ~! Just when I needed you most. Scared: A little. But the thought of God excites me to accept this challenge coz' I know He's just there for me. He will never leave me nor forsake me. Right? I've been battling for this for months now and its getting worse everyday. But I'm still not giving up. I don't know when will I be healed.. but I know it'll be SOON.

The hardest part is that you can't tell it to anyone.. and you have to act like you're in your 100% and super okay eventhough the truth is you're slowly dying inside. It's kinda hard to work tho coz' there are times that its painful and I have to endure it every single day but I have to stay focus when at work. Or maybe not that I can't tell it but I don't wanna tell it. That people around you has their own battles as well so you have to give way. I gotta understand them more. Not to please them but because they need it the most. On my part, I just need your prayers please. I will stay strong for my family, boyfriend, friends, myself and my God.

If there's a kind hearted person reading my post right now, Can you pls pray for me? I would highly appreciate it. Thanks!

Am I sick? Will I die soon? I don't know. Much that I know that I will be healed soon. THE WHOLE ME. I just have to believe. No matter what the end result is.. I have no right to complain. GOODNIGHT. ;)

Moving On.

Forgive. Forget. MOVE ON.

Mas napatunayan ko na ako'y di mapagtanim ng galit.
Mas nalaman ko na mahaba ang pasensya ko.
Mas natutunan ko umintindi at umunawa ng kapwa.
Mas pinapahalagahan ko ang damdamin ng iba.
Mas pinagtitibay ko ang aking pananampalataya.
at Mas masarapabuhay ng mapayapa.. :)

Ikaw,, pinapatawad na kita. Wala nq pakielam sa'yo.
K.Bye.Tc. :P zZz -_-

New Beginning. Shabbath Shalom.

(o'.'o)

G for Girly.

Pagbigyan.. minsan lang.. :P
OctoberLook. Love it!
Missing mio so much tho.
NP: Soundtrip: Maps - Maroon5.

RK: The Legend Ends

Napanuod ko na ang Rurouni Kenshin: The Legend ends.
At hndi si mio ang kasama ko kundi ang tipor couple.
Hindi natuloy pagkikita namin ee. Sad. :(
Sobrang miss ko na siya.
Sabi ko nga ee, "Tindi mo naman magpamiss."
Oh well.. I'm praying to see you super soon! ;)

*Ang wafu ni kenshin himura sa movie. Tsaka astig!
Sarap maging miss kaoru. Hahaha..
Nagustuhan ko naman yung movie
pero mas gusto ko kyoto inferno.
Kasi nandun yung love-suicide part? Hahaha..
Wag lang tlaga sa part na un na makulet si miss kaoru,
sama ng sama at sunod ng sunod. Tsk..
Gusto ko to ngaun kc more on sa fight scenes at wala maxado keso moments. So ampalaya lang?! Ganern? No naman.. kasi madami na nun sa una ee. Maganda yung movie.. pero mas maganda kung kasama kita. :D

(o'.'o)

IMY.

HEARTACHE -ONE OK ROCK
(Lyrica & Transalation)

So they say that time

Takes away the pain

But I’m still the same

And they say that I

Will find another you

That can’t be true



Why didn’t I realize?

Why did I tell lies?

Yeah I wish that I could do it again

Turnin’ back the time

back when you were mine (all mine)



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



拾い集めた後悔は

hiroi atsumeta koukai wa,

The accumulated regret

涙へとかわりoh baby

namida e to kawari oh baby

changes into a tear oh baby



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



あの日の君の笑顔は

ano hi no kimi no eiga wa

And your smile on that day

思い出に変わる

omoide ni kawaru

changes to a memory

I miss you



僕の心を

Boku no kokoro o

唯一満たして去ってゆく

yuitsu mitashite satte yuku

君が

Kimi ga

Only you satisfied my heart, and left

僕の心に

Boku no kokoro ni

唯一触れられる事ができた

Yuitsu furerareru koto ga dekita

君は

Kimi wa

Only you were able to touch my heart



Oh baby

もういないよもう何もないよ

Mou inai yo mou nanimo nai yo

You’re not there anymore, nothing’s there anymore

Yeah I wish that I could do it again

Turnin’ back the time

back when you were mine (all mine)



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



拾い集めた後悔は

hiroi atsumeta koukai wa

The accumulated regret

涙へとかわりoh baby

namida e to kawari oh baby

changes into a tear oh baby



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



あの日の君の

Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru

Your smile on that day changes to a memory

I miss you



It’s so hard to forget

固く結んだその結び目は

Kataku musunda sono musubime wa

Yeah so hard to forget

強く引けば引くほどに

Tsuyoku hikeba hiku hodo ni

The stronger you pull this firmly tied knot,

You and all the regret

解けなくなって離れれなくなった

hodokenaku natte hanare renaku natta

the more it ends up impossible to untie and we ended up separating



今は辛いよそれが辛いよ

Ima wa tsurai yo sore ga tsurai yo

It is painful now, this is painful

すぐ忘れたいよ君を

I want to forget you immediately



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



拾い集めた後悔は

hiroi atsumeta koukai wa

The accumulated regret

涙へとかわりoh baby

namida e to kawari oh baby

changes into a tear oh baby



So this is heartache?

So this is heartache?



あの日の君の

Ano hi no kimi no eiga wa omoide ni kawaru

Your smile on that day changes to a memory

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

(o'.'o)

Ugh.

I had a long day. Early in the morning, I shed a tear. Horse told me that I'm getting iyakin.. Hahaha.. uhm,,  I have feelings too you know.. (:

What I felt the whole day: UGH!

Oh well..

My realizations and learnings:

1. People nor my sorrounding will never adjust to me so I have to do it myself.

2. Stay professional. Continue your work.

3. It's okay to cry sometimes.

4. There are really "users" around. They will ignore you, until they need you.

5. When I get sad, I stop being sad and be AWESOME instead. ;)

Life goes on. Chill~!

(o'.'o)

What now?

Do you know a person who's dictating you to do this and that.. and making you feel that your decision is the biggest mistake of your life?! Someone told me that she felt as if she murdered someone for whatever she did while she was talking to this person.. and that person is open to the idea of you being a single mom instead of marrying the guy that you love. The guy who's willing to settle down and accept the responsibility of fatherhood. Annulment would cost you much so better yet don't tie a knot. WTH?! I understand that all people need to prove themselves and some need to double the effort to prove their worth. Then why do we need to tear apart a couple who's inlove? Can we give them a chance? If this is not right time to get married.. fine, but maybe someday. Can we just let them be? Here's the thing.. this person was even planning to get pregnant without the sacrament of matrimony. A child with no father. A child who's made without love. A child that will never experience a complete family. How does that feel? Tell me, Is being a single parent is really normal? How can we say that someone is already deviating the norms? What is moral and immoral?.. Uhm.. I'm getting confuse now. But hey,, who are we to judge?..

Have a goodnight. :)

PS. This is my blog. I'm saying what I feel. I have my own opinions. You have yours. But I don't need it here. ;) #Respect.

(o'.'o)

ILYVSG#8

This is my entry for flashback friday..
Arabebe <3 kilig="" p="" so="" thanks="">#An1mo.

(o'.'o)

Heke..!!!

★ Machubis sya. Simple. Mahaba buhok.
★ Masayahin at makulet.
★ Di nagsusuklay.
★ Mahilig sa cadbury chocolates.
★ Mas gusto nya icecream kaysa sa cake.
★ Adik kay Ara Galang ng DLSUWVT. #girlcrush
★ Mahilig sa volleyball at musika.
★ Concern sya di lang halata. Haha.
★ Misunderstood?! Aw.
★ Di nabuhay para maging miserable.
★ May pagtanggap at pagunawa.
★ Mahaba pasensya ngunit wag subukan sagadin.
★ Listahan ng may pake, WALA! Kung ayaw mo sa kanya.
★ Walang kwentang kaaway. Matutulog nalang sya.
★ Wag ka umasa na mabuhay sya ng ayon sa gusto mo.
★ Di xa perpekto.. pero nagpapakatotoo.
★ at.. Pinakaayaw nya yung kinekwestyon pagiging kaibigan nya.

Isa sa gusto nyang quote:
"It's better to understand than to be understood."

Sa huli, Ang totoong nakakakilala sa sarili mo ay ikaw rin..

(o'.'o)

Soundtrip.

"They Don't Know About Us"
(feat. Cody Simpson)

[Victoria Duffield]
Headline
Rumors and lies
Something's always going round
Cold eyes
Judging our lives
Like they know what's going down

They want to read us like a front page story
Up in their business like they're paparazzi
They think we're just another tabloid crush
In the end they don't know about us

[Chorus]
If they wanna talk, let them talk (hey)
If they wanna whisper, then so what? (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

If they wanna hate, let them hate (hey)
'Cause it don't matter what they say (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

[Cody Simpson]
No sound,
Truth cutting out,
Like a game of telephone
New found
Talk of the town,
They don't wanna leave us alone

[Victoria Duffield]
Pay no attention to the "He said, she said"
Yeah, you're the only one I hear in my head

[Cody Simpson]
So let them think we're just a tabloid crush

[Both]
In the end they don't know about us

[Chorus]
If they wanna talk, let them talk (hey)
If they wanna whisper, then so what? (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

If they wanna hate, let them hate (hey)
'Cause it don't matter what they say (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

They don't know about us (hey)
They don't know about us (they don't know)
They don't know about us (hey)
They don't know about us, no

[Victoria Duffield]
Let them say what they say
Baby they can talk all night and day

[Cody Simpson]
Let them waste their time,
Rumors ain't never gonna change my mind

[Victoria Duffield]
'Cause when you hold me tight,
I know it's worth the fight

[Both]
They don't know the truth,
They don't know it like we do

[Chorus]
If they wanna talk, let them talk (hey)
If they wanna whisper, then so what? (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

If they wanna hate, let them hate (hey)
'Cause it don't matter what they say (hey)
They don't know about us
They don't know about us
They don't know about u-u-u-u-us

They don't know about us,
They don't know, they don't know
They don't know about us,
They don't know, they don't know
They don't know about us,
They don't know, they don't know

[Cody Simpson]
I like this right here.

★ LSS?! Super love the song :D

(o'.'o)