Anyare dun?!

Alam mo yung feeling na okay
naman lahat tas bigla nalang mawawala sa mood yung isa sa kasama mo? Nauna umalis at biglang di na nagsalita. What the eff?! O_O at ikaw praning kung baka sa'yo galit at nagtataka ka baka may ginawa ka o kayo ng isa mo pang kasamang di maganda. Unang reaksyon.. *Halala xa!* Pangalawang reaksyon.. *Bahala xa! (galit din ang peg mo)* Pangatlong reaksyon.. *wag patulan baka may pinagdaraanan*.. kaya I better shut up nalang. Narealized ko last night na magkakaiba kaming tropa kahit pa magkakaibigan kami.. meron talaga minsan na may hindi ka magustuhan sa galawan ng isa at sila naman sa galawan ko. Mas naappreciate ko sya kagabi. Pagkauwi ko nakatanggap ako ng text and he was saying sorry at pagod lang xa. Yun naman pala ee! :) Gora lang. Ailabyuhorse! *ssshh quiet baka masyadong keso* Bwahahaha.. Dito lang kami  ng tropa for you. :)

Ang mahirap na parte sa pagiging kaibigan ay yung intindihin sila kung kelan di mo sila maintindihan..

Btw, Thanks for the KK treat BuddyG!

Apir!

(o'.'o)

Maling mali

Saturday midnight na and still can't sleep.. cguro dahil kakaisip ko nung duty ko kanina. May inquiry thru phone tas ewan ba natakot ako ata ako sa boses nya o sabaw lang talaga ko kanina. Urgh. First name lang binigay nya and super general na location. At eto pa ndi ako naginsist magtanong ng iba pang details.. like his last name at name ng patient at contact # dahil nga nagrefused xa ibigay the first time I asked. Tsk. Pagkababa ko ng fon naisip ko bigla .. damn! Wrong kuda. maling mali talaga. I gave info pa naman. Kaya nga may logbook ee.. shunga ko naman oh! Ang deep talaga nung boses nya.. lakas maka*imbestigador*.. Waaaa! So.. Panu ne?! SORRY na! Huhubells!!! Di na mauulit plith. Sana wala lang yun. irerecord ko na po next time lahat at mas tataasan ang awareness ko. Uhm need ko na magmove on at baka mas sabaw pa ko kung d pa ko matutulog.. anung petsa na! Oh well.. another lesson learned.

*Don't be afraid to make mistakes.. Be afraid if you don't learn from them. ;)

GV na plith. Nunyt! :)

(o'.'o)

My faith and My God.

I love this bible verse. ~! Just when I needed you most. Scared: A little. But the thought of God excites me to accept this challenge coz' I know He's just there for me. He will never leave me nor forsake me. Right? I've been battling for this for months now and its getting worse everyday. But I'm still not giving up. I don't know when will I be healed.. but I know it'll be SOON.

The hardest part is that you can't tell it to anyone.. and you have to act like you're in your 100% and super okay eventhough the truth is you're slowly dying inside. It's kinda hard to work tho coz' there are times that its painful and I have to endure it every single day but I have to stay focus when at work. Or maybe not that I can't tell it but I don't wanna tell it. That people around you has their own battles as well so you have to give way. I gotta understand them more. Not to please them but because they need it the most. On my part, I just need your prayers please. I will stay strong for my family, boyfriend, friends, myself and my God.

If there's a kind hearted person reading my post right now, Can you pls pray for me? I would highly appreciate it. Thanks!

Am I sick? Will I die soon? I don't know. Much that I know that I will be healed soon. THE WHOLE ME. I just have to believe. No matter what the end result is.. I have no right to complain. GOODNIGHT. ;)

Moving On.

Forgive. Forget. MOVE ON.

Mas napatunayan ko na ako'y di mapagtanim ng galit.
Mas nalaman ko na mahaba ang pasensya ko.
Mas natutunan ko umintindi at umunawa ng kapwa.
Mas pinapahalagahan ko ang damdamin ng iba.
Mas pinagtitibay ko ang aking pananampalataya.
at Mas masarapabuhay ng mapayapa.. :)

Ikaw,, pinapatawad na kita. Wala nq pakielam sa'yo.
K.Bye.Tc. :P zZz -_-

New Beginning. Shabbath Shalom.

(o'.'o)

G for Girly.

Pagbigyan.. minsan lang.. :P
OctoberLook. Love it!
Missing mio so much tho.
NP: Soundtrip: Maps - Maroon5.