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My updated pics .. huling gupit ni pishnge sa taong 2012. Heke!

*I'm wearing my dreamcatcher necklace. lurve it!!! XD

Oxia nunyt na may pasok pa ko bukas ee. ;) excited na ko umuwi manila after shift.. yey!! cya bebi & miokun.. apir!

Bukas pala monthsary na namin ni mio.. Ayyiiee!!! Next month, 8 years na kami! woahhh!! Imagine that? Haha.. at di ko namalayan na ganun na kami katagal magkarelasyon.. labblabb!!! -to infinity and beyond- <3

My doodles

These are some of my doodles :)
I'm using Doodle Lite application..
Why don't you try it? It's an easy and fun to use application.. Heke!! i love it!XD -- pishnge.

She Bangs!!!

I got my hair cut last friday. It's kinda akward because of my freaking bangs. watatata. XD Oha well, i have to deal with it.. awtz!

Hex: ate bagay ba sakin yung ganung bangs?

Stylist: *pak!*

Hex: waaaaa!!! (tinatanong ko lang ee.. bakit mo ginupit mo agad?!!) :|

... check the outcome ... so what do you think? like or dislike? Heke..

Paskolympics

Start na ng paskolympics.. (sportsfest sa rehab) patch up to sa mga adik. We have basketball, badminton, volleyball, table tennis and darts.. Yey!!! It started last friday, 11/17/12.. Masaya.. Wala ko sinalihan na laro.. toinkz.. taga cheer lang ako.. Heke. :)) Nyweiz, lage ko gusto magupdate ng blog ko kaso minsan nakakatamad talaga magshare o magsulat.. hmmm.. pakita ko pala yung mga pics namin ni sissy nung araw na yun.. katuwa din kasi c sissy yung best muse.. tas nung talent portion parang concert yung dating.. Uber saya nya kaya masaya nadin ako for her. Heke! :D

pa-share? oo ba! ;)

Hello po!XD late post po to..

Nangyari to 10/31/12.. Yey! sahod na! excited much na ko kasi after 3 weeks eh uuwi ako manila.. Isa sa kasamahan ko sa trabaho ang lumapit sakin..

Ate: "Hex, pwede ba makahiram?"
Hex: "Opo, magkano ba?
Ate: "1k sana"
Hex: "Ok po. kelan nyo po ibabalik?"
Ate: "next week pagdating sahod."
Hex: "ok."
Ate: "Thank You."

Kasama ko xa nung nagwithdraw ako pera.. tapos shinare nya bakit nya need money. Nagipit lang talaga. ganun naman ako ee, like my dadiyow.. "pag meron ee meron.. pag wala ee wala tlaga." Di na ko nagdalawang isip nung unang magtanong xa. Tas tsaka ko nalang naisip na maguundas, uuwi ako manila, may gastos din akong iba, pano kung di xa sumahod next week paano naman ako eh ako naman mawawalan, etc. pagkaabot ko ng pera nagthank you xa.. napangiti naman ako. Hindi nya daw alam bakit ako nilapitan nya. Basta nung nakita nya ko bigla nalang nya nasabi yun. Nahiya nga daw xa pagkatapos.. Sabi nga namin di kami close, pag nagkikita kami batian at ngitian lang. Sabi ko kay ate wala yun ako pa nga nahiya kasi di naman bigay yan.. pero sabi ko nga, "Hindi man yan libre, at least sa panahon na kailangan mo ee natulungan kita. Basta wag kang mahiya lumapit sakin if need mo at pag meron ako ishashare ko."

Nov 7 - nagbayad xa at agad din pinahiram ko naman sa isa ko pang kasamahan yung binayad nya. Ayos lang! Happy ako sa desisyon ko. Ikaw gusto mo ba makishare? ;)

Kalayaan

Heeeyyyaaa!!! I'm back!!!! :)) tagal ko ng di nagupdate ng blog.. wew~! anu balita ? muzta ka?? uhmm.. ako ayos naman .. sakto lang. Ang dami ng nagbago kagaya ng pagbabago ng settings ng blog na to at ang paglaho ng font na ginagamit ko dito.. waaaa! Ay ayun naghanap ko na .. kapakapa din. :)) February 25, 2012 ako nagresign dun sa dati kong work sa Ortigas at ako ngayon ay napadpad sa piling ng mga ADIK.. yea! ;) Hmmm.. nagimmersion ko march - may tapos nun ee staff na ko.. Yey! Mahirap pero sulit kasi ang dami kong natutunan.. Naisip ko masarap talaga maging malaya kaya gamitin natin sa tama. Mas lalo kong naappreciate yung maliliit na bagay na sa labas eh binabalewala natin.. Isabuhay ang 15 unwritten philosophy! Hehehe.. 7 months na ko sa bago kong work at nageenjoy naman ako.. Nadagdagan din friends ko.. Yey! Anjan si sina sissy Hana at sissy star Ehy. Ang dami ko ding mga close kaya positibo naman ako. Heke. Para magtagal, mahalaga talaga na gusto mo ginagawa mo at gusto mo din mga kasama mo.. Sana magtagal ako.. Aja!

Di ko makakalimutan to:
Adik: eh di ma'am adik ka din pala..?
Pishnge: Oo! adik din ako at sabay tayong magbabago.. 

Tapang much lang?? Adik nga ko dito ee.. bah! >:)

Mga natutunan: Mga salitaang: "Wag ako" tsaka "bah teka.." 

Kulet lang~! Masaya ko na paglingkuran sila.. Oha! Boom! XD

Ngapala, ang layo ko sa bahay namin.. Independent lang? woah! kakayanin ko  tokahit na minsan kamiss talaga luto ng mga tito at tita ko.. yumyumyum.. at mga mukha nilang lahat.. naks! Mejo malayo ko sa manila ee.. pero wag ka masyado magisip nasa Pilipinas padin ako. watatata :)) Goodluck sakin.. Heke! Ciao~!♥ 

(o'-'o) 

Just got frozen.

I waited for three weeks... and I get NOTHING...

Learn how to let go.

It's not what we call GIVING UP, but means SACRIFICE AND LOVE.

You are giving those people freedom to do what they want even though it hurts you..

and that is..

YOU: out of their lives.

I did everything to keep the friendship. That's how I cherish my friends. But how can it go, if one of you already stop. In every relationship, it must be two-way. I've done my part as a friend. It was way too much, that it has to end. Accepting them as a friend and at the same time accepting that they don't need you anymore is one way to show that you are courageous enough to face it..

Just DEAL with it, LIVE with it, and LOVE it.. LIFE GOES ON.. :)

Sometimes your closest friend can be your greatest enemy.

I can't believe it! It comes to an end.

Nakakalungkot isipin na magkaibigan sila for four years tapos bigla na lang mawawala?! Mas matagal yung pagkakaibigan nilang dalawa kaysa samin ah.. How cruel right..? I really can't imagine that this is happening but it really did. I'm still shocked of the turn out of the ohhh sooo close buddies that they were before and now strangers as we can call..

at ng dahil sa maling pagkakarinig... aw!?? magiging ganito. so sad.. :( Gaano ba kahalaga ang secret issue na to na she keeps on reitarating?? I'm still confused though coz' they both have a different version about this "secret" issue.. But,, when I heard about the secret ekek,, nothing has changed.. My respect for her is still the same.. so.. what the heck happened to the both of you? to us?

The ridiculous part?! I was also forgotten by her. She decided to leave and forget us in just one snap of her fingers? Aw.. If she only knew how worried we were in those times that she was not txting us. That we kept on calling her everyday or if I can just do it every hour, or every minute. (Finding out we were under auto reject?? Tsk..) She was out of sight for 2 weeks and Boom! Goodbye?! That's it?? Come on!! We can still fix it, right?? but for her,, "NO"..

I'm not mad.. Desisyon nya yun ee. I'm trying to understand. We are trying to understand. I just feel neglected. Maybe she forgot that we are important too. I realized that our feelings don't seem to matter.. Hmmm.. See the point? I wanted to talk to her personally and amend their gap with our other friend (with her other best friend), but she was out of reach and not interested to talk to us anymore.. She was the one who ended our friendship..

If one day she'll come back, I will still accept her wholeheartedly. She's still a friend to me.

//Sometimes, all we have to do is to listen.♥//

(o'-'o)

Think before you ink..

hey ya!! XD

I'm still alive. *lol* 2012 yeah!

I was so blessed and praying that it will be a great year again for me.

Anyway,, I'm thinking of getting a tattoo..

If I would have a tattoo, it will be a text saying:

~to infinity and beyond!~

I really want to have one.. hmmm..

How about a matching tattoos w/ him? ;)

I just wanna share this guys! Ta ta~! ♥

(o'.'o)