I have to be honest with myself.. I AM SCARED. I'm scared for the things that I should've done, but I didn't.. I'm scared of what's next.. I feel like I'm such a failure. I'm scared about my work, my life, my health.. Everything. I feel so alone. I don't want to bother anyone, I've been dealing with these thoughts for quite some time now. I am just nobody. I don't matter. I am just f*ckng scared and messed up.
I am so emotionally fucked up right now.
(o'.'o)
