It'll be a late post. You know who you are. I just wanna greet you a HBD. I still consider you not a friend, but someone I needed to greet coz' you just had your birthday.. I have to be a good person and I believe that we all need to treat others with respect and with right manners. I just hope you had a good one that day! I wanna tell you that I already forgive you. I dunno if you care, well, I also don't care. Lol! Jk! Kidding aside, I just want you to be informed just in case you need it. After not showing up for more than a year is enough.. All those tears and the feeling of being dumped. The feeling of being rejected and was left behind. Overthinking of what was actually had happened. At one point I thought I already died. I've been so silent about this thingy until I found myself drowning.. I had to experience all these pain and fight with my own thoughts. I had to wake up early in the morning, go to work and be professional as I could. And.. It's time! I already accepted that's my only purpose in your life and vice versa. I'm still proud of myself. For not giving up. For everything that had happened.. For ourselves. For our love we had before. For choosing you. No regrets. Finally, I can proudly say that I already moved on and I am striving to be a better person every single day. Going on to the next chapter of my life after a decade. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I'm doing just fine at long last.
I survived. Isn't it great? 'Stig noh!
For a better US.
Much respect.
Hughug. Labblabb!
YTCMK.
For all of these, I thank you Lord.
(o'.'o)
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